Connection Reflection

My sweet love, you found me
We hid in one space

No pondering this gift
I recognized your face

Never had I felt, a deep happy like this
From doubt and despair to mind-blowing bliss

Our visions and dreams, we shared them as one
A bond that I trusted could not be undone

Like, you be the sky and I'll be the sun?

Breathed life in my soul
Flowing like water; out of control

I felt you, you felt me...warm. electric. alive.
The romantic inside, began to revive

"Wow, how much I love you," you naturally say
I close my eyes, laughing. "Yeah, I feel the same way"

Our eyes finally meet...oh the look on your face
I knew in that moment; I was in the right place

But, wait...something changed
"Oh, I'm acting strange???"

Don't do this, don't start
You're breaking my heart

I know love is scary and hard to digest
But remember our truth; this is only a test

We fight and I cry
You're so scared that you lie

You blame me, I take it
"I was crazy, I admit"

My chest broken open; nothing left to say
Faced with my shadow, in the middle of the day

I've realized some things as time has passed by
I will not carry guilt just to appease this big lie

Your fear of receiving; it stunted our growth
The ego, the poison; death to us both.

I still feel your presence and I see you for YOU
You will always be inside me....

What more can I do?