His face

My eyes pierced through time. I recalled that face in the light.
His heart bright pink magic, his gifts remain bright.

Left speechless and tingly.. which is very hard to do.
Then he shocked me with words that rang eerily true.

Finally now. I feel the essence that is ME.
Completely connected. Wild and Free.

Still there are times I'm perplexed, even jaded.
More than once hurt, left breathless and baited.

Something in him... doesn't like to choose.
So what is this thing? Am I just a muse?

Maybe it's that I'm again meant to lead?
This big open heart, a slow steady bleed.

But all of us vibe when we're in the same place!
Still everything stops when I look at his face.

Wait.. I learned in dream time. She said that he's strong.
With hope and a prayer, God.. don't let her be wrong.

If he could just see.. how he makes us all feel.
He'd be ready to share. He'd know how to heal.

Heard of some visions. Sure, they're clever predictions, but I know what I know...
It's against my convictions.

So with love and admiration, I hold space for it all.
The fear, the hurt... We'll both rise if you fall.

He questions time, his worth and his space.
But hold on... have I yet mentioned the look on his face?

Well, there's one thing I know that I won't second guess.
His energy is beautiful despite his big "mess."

lady bugs

Winter skies came and they changed my heart. The dark eyed stranger that felt like art.  

The ladybug flew in and she landed on me. I lit up and smiled, knowing what we could be.

With you and my light, I felt whole and so strong, not a moment too soon... you'd prove I was wrong. 

Your heart in my chest disturbing my sleep.
My dreams you've consumed... Prophetic and deep.

So sweet to me, your name shifts the day. Really doesn't matter what it is you say.  

The way that you touch. My skin craves your breath. Sometimes apart, it feels like a death. 

I can't understand how one man is two? Distant and cold, but beautiful and true?  

But fall! She arrived and I've begun to see clear. I opened my eyes and looked in your mirror.  

Another ladybug today and she danced in the sun. I set her love free so you don't have to run.  

So grateful I am as you've helped me to heal. With a sigh I let go and felt something real. 

I hope that you know just how beautiful you are. A painful awakening, but my favorite by far. 

Connection Reflection

My sweet love, you found me
We hid in one space

No pondering this gift
I recognized your face

Never had I felt, a deep happy like this
From doubt and despair to mind-blowing bliss

Our visions and dreams, we shared them as one
A bond that I trusted could not be undone

Like, you be the sky and I'll be the sun?

Breathed life in my soul
Flowing like water; out of control

I felt you, you felt me...warm. electric. alive.
The romantic inside, began to revive

"Wow, how much I love you," you naturally say
I close my eyes, laughing. "Yeah, I feel the same way"

Our eyes finally meet...oh the look on your face
I knew in that moment; I was in the right place

But, wait...something changed
"Oh, I'm acting strange???"

Don't do this, don't start
You're breaking my heart

I know love is scary and hard to digest
But remember our truth; this is only a test

We fight and I cry
You're so scared that you lie

You blame me, I take it
"I was crazy, I admit"

My chest broken open; nothing left to say
Faced with my shadow, in the middle of the day

I've realized some things as time has passed by
I will not carry guilt just to appease this big lie

Your fear of receiving; it stunted our growth
The ego, the poison; death to us both.

I still feel your presence and I see you for YOU
You will always be inside me....

What more can I do?